明日の光んだよ

I laughed forever.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:36:08 GMT

So Ayumi Hamasaki and the guy who created Morning Musume, maybe Tsun... something.
Yeah they both did a duet when she was like she was 22? (She's totally 29 now.)
It was an adaptation of her song Love ~Destiny~
Which was a beautiful song.

LOL when I put on the duet with him...
OMG. AHAHAHA.
He sucks so bad. =[
I want you to go run.. and listen to this.
You will laugh forever too.
I promise

He also took this song, and did a duet with another Morning Musume person.

The song is called LOVE ~since1999~.
The title had potential.
Then you heard how horrible it was...
And I have to question Ayumi Hamasaki...
'Why did you let him into your recording booth?'
LOL so mean, right?

January 1st 〜冬少女〜 (January Woman ALTERNATE TITLE LOL)

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:16:31 GMT

January 1st ~The Winter Woman~ (January Woman)

寒い雪が
降ってる。
この街で
僕たちは・・・
Samui yuki ga
Futteru.
Kono machi de,
Bokutachi wa...

Cold snow
Is Falling.
In this town,
We're both...

僕の目を乾かしながら、
悲しい形をまた見られたよ。
もう一度涙があふれた、
一つ、一つ
形だったよ。
Boku no me wo kawakashinagara,
Kanashii katachi wo mata mirareta yo.
Mou ichido namida ga afureta.
Hitotsu, Hitotsu,
Katachi datta yo.

While my eyes were drying,
I could see a sorrowful figure once again.
The tears started to flow once again,
It was one, one
Figure that I saw.

僕は君を可愛がったね、
君を強く担いだからだね。
後で、寒い冬が来たよ。
もう来た、もう来た、
冬だったよ。
Boku wa kimi wo kawaigatta ne,
Kimi wo tsuyoku katsuida kara da ne.
Ato de, Samui fuyu ga kita yo.
Mou kita, mou kita,
Fuyu datta yo.

I really loved you,
Because I always carried you strongly on my shoulders.
After that, the cold winter came,
It already came, It already came,
The winter already came.

僕はまださまよってる、
君の形の探し、
赤い花は見ぬ未来、
未来は霞む事なってる
Boku wa samayotteru
Kimi no katachi no sagashi,
Akai hana wa minu mirai,
Mirai wa kasumu koto natteru

I'm wandering now,
Searching for your figure.
The red flower is the future we didn't see,
And the future is growing hazy.

未来の赤い花は枯れるね、
明るい日でも叶えられないよ。
君の事はもう来ないかな、
もう来ない、もう来ない、
幽鬼の方法だ、
Mirai no akai hana wa kareru ne,
Akarui hi demo kanaerarenai yo.
Kimi no koto ha mou konai kana,
Mou konai, Mou konai,
Yuuki no hou hou da.

The red flower of the future will wither away,
Even the bright days can't grant us a wish.
You won't come back again,
Not again, not again,
In the way of the spirits.

君はまだ探して
疲れてしまったようだ。
まだ見ぬ場所までよ、
僕はきっと行くよ。
Kimi wa mada sagashite
Tsukarete shimatta you da.
Mada minu basho made yo,
Boku wa kitto yuku yo.

You were searching still,
And seemed to become completely tired.
So, until the place I haven't seen yet,
I certainly will go.

僕はまださまよってる、
君の形の探し、
赤い花は見ぬ未来、
未来は霞む事なった。
Boku wa mada samayoutteru,
Kimi no katachi no sagashi,
Akai hana wa minu mirai,
Mirai wa kasumu koto natta.

I'm wandering now,
Searching for your figure.
The red flower is the future we didn't see,
And the future has grown hazy.

寒い雪が降ってる
この街で人々のは
見失ってしまった、
本当の自分は何だろう？
Samui yuki ga futteru
Kono machi de hitobito no wa
Miushinatte shimatta,
Hontou no jibun wa nandarou.

The cold snow is falling,
And in this town, everyone is
Losing sight of themselves;
What is the real self, I wonder.

僕はまださまよってる、
君の形の探し、
赤い花は見ぬ未来、
未来は霞む事なった。
Boku wa mada samayoutteru,
Kimi no katachi no sagashi,
Akai hana wa minu mirai,
Mirai wa kasumu koto natta.

I'm wandering now,
Searching for your figure.
The red flower is the future we didn't see,
And the future has grown hazy.

What I found!!

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 23:37:19 GMT

Ahaha this is a website that is like Livejournal~
You could post journal entries in different languages,
like Japanese, Korean, English, etc.
And when you post in those languages, a native speaker can actually correct the sentences.
The website breaks down your posts into sentences, and native speakers can click on the sentences,
And offer their corrections!!!

Isn't it cool?
I'm already using it!!

http://lang-8.com

你好~你好嗎？～～
Ahaha today I started to learn some Mandarin~
The characters are a little different from Japanese..
學 ---> 学

Ahaha, so it's not so easy. But I'll try!!! ahaha.
I think Mandarin is the easiest to learn,
But hardest to pronounce, right?
日本語はまあまあでしょう。
そして、韓国語の書はちょっと簡単ですね。
ハングルを勉強してたから出来るよ。
多分、いつの日か、僕は韓国語とか中国語とか日本語をしゃべれる。
だけど、今回、日本語だけが出来る。

我的名子是Michael.
出来る？〜ahahah.

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:43:11 GMT

そろそろ夏が来ます。
そして、今日は

そんな事。

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:44:26 GMT

だけど、僕たちは悪い人じゃないよ。
そして、あんたの訳が分かんない。
だから、僕たちは証を探してなかった。
話を知ってください、前に着せるよ。
あんたに「ごめん」と言わない、
あんたが傷つかない。

もしも傷つく人が僕の過失を許すなら、
終わりじゃないのか？

傷つく人に「ごめん」と言ったから。

折伏しないでください。

本当ごめんね、
間違えた。
みんなは間違えるね。
いつか。
人間だよ。

No Title Can Dignify This Enough

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 14:44:30 GMT

k so.
Someone explain to me.
What the fuck is this?
IDEK.

Koda Kumi feat. Fergie - That Ain't Cool
Uploaded by edson_gba

P.S.

How can it be KODA KUMI feat. FERGIE?
It's more like. FERGIE feat. QUEEN SLUT.

P.P.S.

Did Kumi Koda recently come out as a lesbian and I didn't hear about it? Fergie too?

P.P.P.S.

I love how in the second chorus, they play a clip of Kumi fucking up her lines.
LMAO. How did that get in there?
And how can you call this singing? Ahaha. Koda Kumi is horrible at... this talking business.

I love this.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:45:53 GMT

LMAO this is hilarious.
It's about children lining up, however, there's like more boys than girls and stuff..
And it really connects with Sailor Moon... where sometimes you don't know if it's boy or girl.

あゆ　とか　僕の別の物語 - Ayu or My Other Story.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 13:45:41 GMT

It's been 10 years since Ayumi Hamasaki debuted under Avex.
I was listening to my copy of "A Song for XX"
And I can really see how Ayumi Hamasaki has evolved singing.
Before, she had this really high pitched voice, with no vibrato.
And now, she is the Empress of Jpop, with the most recognizable vibrato and voice.
I think she really defined herself... and she's really a big inspiration for many people.
She had to go through so much in her life just to become successful.
I think many people should take some notes from her.. hahaha.

----

How could you tell someone you like them?
Without breaking their friendship?
Because once you expose your feelings for them,
You're vulnerable, right?
They could accept or reject... it's complicated.

Maybe I liked this girl for some time... ahaha.
She's so funny... and sometimes really dumb, but that's what makes her cute.
And we really tease each other and laugh at each other..
I wish I could somehow tell her how I felt,
Without jeopardizing that kind of friendship.

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it..
To commit yourself to someone, to say "We will be boyfriend and girlfriend."
Because sometimes I feel like I would like to be alone.
But also, that's my biggest fear.
Does that make sense?
Probably not... ahahaha.

だから、僕はなんか。。。ごちゃごちゃで〜す。
複雑でしょう。
どうしようかな。。

だけど。
諦めるよりも怖い事などない。
Nothing is as fearful as giving up.

Last Friends + Another writing.

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 21:50:57 GMT

I'm realllly excited for Last Friends.
The Final episodes are coming..
Somehow, that's a little sad,
Because I reallllllly like this drama.
So it's gonna be hard to know it's ending soon!!!

I really like the character Michiru.
I don't know why, but I feel like she's the most pure hearted.
And she's really nice and cute.
So it really makes me like her character. Ahahaha.
So one dimensional.

I really feel a lot for her character..
What she went through and all that, because she was afraid for Sousuke.
And then Takeru comes along, and she falls for him..
I really hope they end up together!!!
Ahaha I am the only one who wants Michiru x Takeru.

I think Ruka could be just as controlling as Sousuke.
We've seen it already, telling her what to do, and stuff.
I'm not saying she's a bad person or character, I'm just saying that she and Sousuke are more similar
Than opposite.

And I really do believe Sousuke loves Michiru.
But he loves her too much..
Bottom line, there's something wrong with him.
LOL. But yeah in the end... I really think he loves her.
And he probably has anger disorders, or OCD.

But I think Takeru is the best for her..
Always patient with her, giving her opportunities.
And he could support her always, offering advice instead of commands.
That's why I feel like... ahaha they belong together.

But I wanna see who dies!!!
Uuuu. Episode Ten airs this thursday!!!
Ahaha, so I'm definitely going to see what happens.

And then wait for the subs to confirm that I could understand it. LOL.
I am not that good in Japanese yet. LOL.

この胸の中に
絶望があった。
あの日から、
変わったんだよ。
Kono mune no naka ni
Zetsubou ga atta.
Ano Hi kara,
Kawattannda yo.

In this chest,
There was hopelessness.
From that day,
It changed.

地球の中に
僕は君の為に
歌う事が
出来るよね。
Chikyuu no naka ni
Boku wa kimi no tame ni,
Utau koto ga
Dekiru yo ne.

In this earth,
It's possible for me to sing,
Because of
You.

やっぱり
僕は歩いてる。
はなせることが
出来ないような。
やっぱり
この大きい世界は
小さな地球んだよ。
Yappari
Boku wa aruiteru.
Hanaseru koto ga
Dekinai you na.
Yappari
Kono ookii sekai wa
chiisana chikyuunda yo.

I am walking,
Afterall.
It seems that,
I can't let go of you.
This big world,
Is a small one after all.

笑って
走って
後で、帰って。
Waratte
Hashitte
Ato de, Kaette.

Laugh,
Run,
And then come home.

この想いの中に
何出来るかな。
あの日から、
全部は出来るよ。
Kono omoi no naka ni,
Nan dekiru kana.
Ano Hi kara,
Zenbu wa dekiru yo.

In this thought,
I wonder what is possible.
From that day,
Everything is possible.

やっぱり、
君はどこかだ。
同じソラ下、
探して行くよ。
やっぱり、
この大きい世界は
二つに切った。
Yappari,
Kimi wa dokoka da.
Onaji sora shita,
Sagashiteyuku yo.
Yappari,
Kono ookii sekai wa
Futatsu ni kitta.

You are somewhere,
After all.
We're under the same sky,
So I'll keep searching for you.
This big world,
Was cut in two after all.

君を偶然見失った。
気づかなかった。
だけど、
もうすぐ見つける。
Kimi wo guuzen miushinatta.
Kidukanakatta.
Dakedo,
Mou sugu mitsukeru.

I lost sight of you accidentally.
I didn't notice.
However,
I'll find you soon.

やっぱり、
君はどこかだ。
同じソラ下、
探して行くよ。
やっぱり
僕は歩いてる。
はなせることが
出来ないような。
Yappari,
Kimi wa dokoka da.
Onaji sora shita.
Sagashiteyuku yo.
Yappari,
Boku wa aruiteru.
Hanaseru koto ga
Dekinai you na.

You are somewhere,
After all.
We're under the same sky,
So I'll keep searching for you.
I am walking,
After all.
It seems that
I can't let you go.

やっぱり
この大きい世界は
小さな地球んだよ。
Yappari
Kono ookii sekai wa
Chiisana chikyuunda yo.

After all,
This big world,
Is really a small one.

この世界の中に
君は旅してる。
Kono sekai no naka ni
Kimi wa tabishiteru.

You have travelled in this world.

笑って
走って
後で、帰って。
僕に帰って。
Waratte
Hashitte
Ato de, kaette.
Boku ni kaette.

Laugh,
Run,
And then come home.
Come home to me.

どんな場所。

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:35:18 GMT

久しぶりで〜す。
今日も雨が降ってるね。。
そうで〜す。

そして、僕はPokemonを遊んでたよ。
ちょっとナツカシー。

ところで、

例えば、僕は窓から見る。
どんな形を見えられるの？

そんな感じ。

そんな感じはちょっと難しいね。
見えられる形はルーレットで〜すよね。
それは何か変わらないものじゃない。
窓から見られるもの。。
未来とか。
人々とか。
何か、すべては必然事で〜す。

感じてる？

ーー

I was watching Last Friends today again,
From the beginning.
I could really feel a connection to those characters once I did that.
If you are watching, you should do that too.
Because next week's episode will be the second last!!
And the one with the most action, I heard!!!

Maybe it's fitting that it's raining today.
Even when it was sunny, it was somehow still raining.
I wonder if sometimes even the sun cries out rain.
Because, after all, we can all find stress in everyday life.

Perhaps the future that we can see,
Isn't the future that is actually coming.
What kind of thing will be an inevitability?
What kind of thing is changeable?
Those are the kinds of things I often ask..

I get no reply.

All we can do now is treasure the things we have,
And look forward to doing our best,
Even in a day where even the sun cries.
Because even the sun needs to be supported too.
One day, maybe,
Look up at the sun, and make a promise to it.
That you can do everything you can to make this world a better place,
Somehow..

With everything you can do, right?

一緒にしよう。

ーー

クレアは僕に話した。
「SATはちょっと難しいね。。
ごちゃごちゃした！！！
だけど、次のテストはちょっと簡単みたい♪で〜し〜た♪。
やっただろうね。」
と言った。

アメリカの学生はトテモ難しい勉強をもっていますよね。
だから、頑張れ！クレア。
支えるよ〜♪。

ーー

だから、一緒にも頑張れ。
僕たちは何かすごい未来を持って〜〜イマス。
離さないで、この未来。
この未来へと行ってください。
道で歩いてながら、
僕はきっと君を支える。
終わりまでだよ。

♪「どんなに遠く離れていても僕らは同じ空の下で、
いつかのあの日夢見た場所へと旅しているどうしだって事
忘れないで。」♪
ー浜崎あゆみ、「Daybreak」

あの日から

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 02:30:10 GMT

あの日から
君は歩き続けてる。
Ano hi kara,
Kimi wa arukitsuduketeru.

From that day,
You have continued walking.

命を放棄した。
昔の道で
往っちゃったよね。
家を失った。
Inochi wo houkishita.
Mukashi no michi de
Icchatta yo ne.
Uchi wo ushinatta.

You've abandoned your life.
And you've completely left
By taking the road of former times.
You've lost your home.

今は苦しいね。
昔の道で
君を逐っている。
僕を失った。
Ima wa kurushii ne.
Mukashi no michi de,
Kimi wo otteiru.
Boku wo ushinatta.

This moment is painful, right?
I'm following you,
On the road of former times.
I've lost myself.

その命
を焼けてよね。
帰られないよ。
この世界
から君は
追放しなかったの？
新しい世界を作って。
Sono Inochi
Wo Yaketeyo ne.
Kaerarenai yo.
Kono sekai
kara kimi wa
tsuihoushinakatta no?
Atarashii sekai wo tsukutte.

That life,
Burn it down.
You can't go home.
Weren't you
Banished from
This world?
Make a new world.

まぶしい祈り
僕は作ってた。
真っ暗なユメ
君をずっと憑く。
Mabushii Inori
Boku wa tsukutteta.
Makkura Yume
Kimi wo zutto Tsuku.

I made a
Dazzling prayer.
A pitch-black dream
Haunts you always.

けど命
を焼けてよね。
帰られないから。
この愛と
僕はきっと
ワスレテくれてなら。
いつか思い出すよ〜。
もう一度.
Kedo, inochi
wo Yaketeyo ne.
Kaerarenai kara.
Kono ai to
Boku wa kitto
Wasuretekurete nara.
itsuka omoidasu yo.
Mou ichido.

But,
Burn down this life
Because you can't go back.
This love,
and me,
If you can forget me like I ask,
Then one day you will remember.
One more time.

その命
を焼けてよね。
帰られないよ。
この愛と
僕はきっと
ワスレテくれてなら。
Sono inochi
Wo Yaketeyo ne.
Kaerarenai yo.
Kono Ai to
Boku wa kitto
Wasuretekurete nara.

That life,
Burn it down.
You can't go back.
This love,
And me,
If you can forget me like I ask...

あの日
僕を思い出す
「君にそばにいた
いつまでも
そばにいた
忘れた日から
君を忘れなかった。」
Ano hi
Boku wo omoidasu,
"Kim ini soba ni ita
itsu mademo
Soba ni ita
Wasureta Hi kara
Kimi wo wasurenakatta."

That day,
You will remember me.
"At your side,
I've always been.
At your side,
Since the day you forgot.
I didn't forget you."

と言う。
君に。
To iu
Kimi ni.

I'll say.
To you.

あの日から
君は歩き続けてる。
Ano Hi kara
Kimi wa arukitsuduketeru.

From that day,
You have continued walking.

君は知らなかった
けど、もう逐っていたよ。
Kimi wa shiranakatta
kedo, Mou otteita yo.

You didn't know,
But, I was already following you.

Last Friends Episode 9.

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 16:43:32 GMT

All I have to say is.
If you don't want to be spoiled.
Don't read this LOLOLOL.

So LMAO.

Uhh I'll cut to the super exciting stuff.
Takeru lives. His ultra emo sentence doesn't forshadow his death.

HOWEVER.

RUKA GOES OVER TO SOUSUKE'S HOUSE?
WTF?

AND SHE HITS HIM TO THE GROUND.
HOWEVER HIS TRAINING WITH JOHNNY KITAGAWA
OVERPOWERS HER.
AND LMAO WE ARE LEFT WITH THE FEELING LIKE...

SHE IS RAPED BY HIM.

And Michiru continues to like Takeru and stuff.
And Ruka moves back in.
Etc. etc.

Lmao it's actually kind of funny when Takeru is bandaged up.
He looks like he's some monster grabbing at things with a claw.

I think I need help.

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 14:09:04 GMT

Yesterday, somehow, my interest for Ayumi Hamasaki peaked.
I was downloading movies and songs like crazy.
Like LMAO maybe all of her songs.
And all of her concerts.
And,
Today, I log onto my computer.
And I receive a notice from Rogers.

"You have used 75% of this month's allotted 60 GBs."

HOW CAN THAT BE POSSIBLE?
IT'S ONLY ~~JULY~~ JUNE 5th?!!?!?!!?!?!?

Minus the fact that I'm using someone else's wireless...
Because my wireless sometimes cuts out.
Ahahaa I am sooo evil. =[ I know.
I think I'll start using mine.
It has a bigger allowance. (90 GBs what what? MORE AYU STUFF.)

NEVER AGAIN

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:26:00 GMT

こんな時代の中に、
光が止まったよ。
Konna Jidai no Naka Ni,
Hikari ga tomattayo.

in this kind of era
The light has stopped.

こんな世界の中に、
季節は何だろう？
Konna sekai no naka ni,
Kisetsu wa nan darou?

In this kind of world,
What is a season?

こんな心の中に、
寒さだけが生きるよ。
Konna kokoro no naka ni,
Samusa dake ga ikiru yo.

In this kind of heart,
Only coldness lives.

こんな場所が
変わる
Konna basho ga
Kawaru

This kind of place
Will change.

出来るかな。
Dekiru ka na.

I wonder if it's possible.

立ち上がる事が出来ないなら
見上げる事が出来ないなら
それから僕は君をきっと支えるよ。
Tachiagaru koto ga dekinai nara
Miageru koto ga dekinai nara
sorekara boku wa kimi wo kitto sasaeru yo.

If you can't stand up,
If you can't look up,
Then I will definitely support you.

そんな気持ちの中に、
本当だけあるよ。
Sonna kimochi no naka ni,
Hontou dake aru yo.

In those kinds of feelings,
There's only truth.

そんな判断の中に、
優しい心がある。
Sonna handan no naka ni,
Yasashii kokoro ga aru.

In that kind of judgement,
There's a kind heart.

そんな終わりの中に、
僕たちは続ける。
Sonna owari no nakani,
Bokutachi wa tsudukeru yo

In that kind of end
We'll continue.

そんな場所が
変わる
Sonna basho ga
Kawaru

That kind of place will change.

傷つくの？
Kizutsuku no?

Does it hurt?

変わらないものじゃないかもだね
支えるものじゃないかもだね
どこでも君の本当笑顔を見つけられない。
Kawaranai mono ja nai kamo da ne
Sasaeru mono ja nai kamo da ne
Doko demo kimi no hontou egao wo mitsukerarenai.

Unchanging things probably aren't here,
Things that support us probably aren't here,
I can't find your real smile anywhere.

諦める時が来るならば
昔の光を忘れないで。
なぜなら愛してる。
Akirameru toki ga kuru naraba,
Mukashi no hikaru wo wasurenai de.
Nazenara Aishiteru.

If the time comes when you give up,
Don't forget the light of times past,
Because I love you.

立ち上がる事が出来ないなら
見上げる事が出来ないなら
それから僕は君をきっと支えるよ。
Tachiagaru koto ga dekinai nara
Miageru koto ga dekinai nara
sorekara boku wa kimi wo kitto sasaeru yo.

If you can't stand up,
If you can't look up,
Then I will definitely support you.

こんな時代の中に、
光が止まったの？
Konna jidai no naka ni,
Hikari ga tomatta no?

In this kind of era,
Did the light stop?

そんな気持ちの中に、
本当だけあるの？
Sonna kimochi no naka ni,
Hontou dake aru no?

In these kinds of feelings,
is there only truth?

分かんないけれど君はきっとまだ歩いて行く。
僕とイッショニなら
wakannai keredo kimi wa kitto mada aruite yuku.
Boku to isshoni nara

I don't know, but you'll certainly continue walking.
If we are together.

( I couldn't sleep well.. so I wrote a poem thing. ENJOYYYYY kudasai. )

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 03:03:37 GMT

When typing on my computer for myself,
I like to use full width roman characters.
ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ．

Ｉｔ　ｔｏｔａｌｌｙ　ｍａｋｅｓ　ｍｅ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　Ｉｆａｉｌ　ａｔ　ｅｎｇｌｉｓｈ．
Ｏｎｌｙ　Ｊａｐａｎｅｓｅ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｗｉｌｌｉｎｇｌｙ　ｕｓｅ　ｔｈｉｓ．
Ｉ　ａｍ　ａ　ｆａｉｌｕｒｅ．　
ＬＯＬ．

アタラシーケイタイ？？

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 14:14:38 GMT

Docomo's new line of phones came out this past month.
<3 They are sooo hot.
I wish I could buy one LOL.

http://www.nttdocomo.co.jp/english/product/foma/906i/index.html

世界の中で、ヒトリじゃない。

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:14:13 GMT

今は大切だね、
今はもう二度と帰らないからね。

This moment is special
Because this moment will never return again.

毎春、世界は生まれる。
花はもう一度生き始める。
それに、海はもう一度暖め始める。
そして、風はもう一度あり始める。

Every spring, the world is born.
The flowers begin to live again.
Also, the sea begins to warm up again.
And there begins a wind again.

毎夏、世界は生きる。
寒い天気じゃないから。
学校じゃないから。
悲しみじゃないから。
そのかわり、暑い天気はある。
そのかわり、夏祭りはある。
そのかわり、喜びはある。

Every summer, the world lives.
Because there's no cold weather,
Because there's no school,
Because there's no sadness.
Instead, there's hot weather.
Instead, there are summer festivals.
Instead, there is happiness.

毎秋、世界はゆっくり変わる。
暖かさは寒さにゆっくりなる。
それに、誰もみんなはゆっくり準備する。
そして、どこも最後の色は生まれる。

Every autumn, the world slowly changes.
The warmth changes into coldness.
Also, everyone slowly prepares.
And, every where the last colours are born.

後で、冬は来る。
毎冬、雪はある。
なんか、雪の上、僕は明るい美しさを見られる。
それは特別な時だよ。
この世界は止まる、冬の中。
この時の中。
たった１秒だけだ。
後で、
この世界はもう一度続け始める。

After that, winter comes.
Every winter, the snow comes.
Somehow, on the snow, I can see a bright beauty.
That's a special time.
The world stops, in winter, in that time.
For only one second.
After that,
The world starts to continue again.

後で、
春はもう一度来るね。

After that,
Spring comes again.

それは生命だよ。
毎日、世界は回ってるね。
だから、今日と明日は同じでない。
今時を守ってください、
どんなに祈ってみても
今はもう二度と帰られないから。

That's life.
Everyday, the world turns, right?
Therefore, today and tomorrow are not that same.
Please protect this moment,
Because no matter how much we try to pray,
This moment will never return again.

しかし、明日の今頃もあなたをまだ愛してる。
But, I still love you in tomorrow's moment.

太陽も上がる ~ The Sun Also Rises

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 19:57:35 GMT

今日、考えてた。
「なぜ僕たちは仕事をするべき？」
それはなんか難しい問ですね。
どう答えられる？

Today, I was thinking.
"Why should we work?"
That is a tough question..
How can you answer that?

今日、考えてた。
仕事は大事な事じゃないの？
パーティーとかいいけどさ。。
大事じゃないよ。
そうて思う。

Today, I was thinking.
Isn't work an important thing?
Parties are nice, but...
They aren't important.
That's what I think.

今日、考えてた。
仕事はパーティーより大事です。
仕事はキャラクターを作るよ。
なんか、仕事で、多分みんなはよく頑張るね、
そして、なんでもは達成する事が出来るよ。
そしたら、なんとか、僕たちは育つよ。
大人に成れるよ。
パーティーで出来ないよ。

Today, I was thinking.
Work is more important than parties.
Work makes character.
And every one tries their best at work.
And, you can achieve anything.
If you do that, in any way, you will grow up.
You can become an adult.
Parties don't do that.

今日、考えてた。
いつもパーティーする人々はちょーばかでしょう。
育つことが出来ないよ。
何も達成しない。
よりよく成れない。

Today, I was thinking.
Aren't the people who party all the time real fools?
You can't grow up.
You can't accomplish anything.
You can't better yourself.

生命の事はそうです。
達成してる。
育ってる。
生きてる。

That's what life is.
Accomplishing.
Growing.
Living.

なんか、諦める時が来るなら、
生命は止まらないの。
そうでしょう。

Somehow, if the time comes when you give up,
Then doesn't your life stop?
It's probably like that.

だから、今日、考えてた。
僕は絶対仕事したい。
家族を手伝いたいから、
友達たちに会いたいから、
そして、ほか事をしたい。

Therefore, today, I was thinking.
I want to definitely work.
Because I want to help my family.
Because I want to meet up with friends.
And, because I want to do other things.

だから、仕事することによって金が来る。
そして、金で、家族を手伝われて、
友達たちに会われて、
ほかことをする事が出来る。

Therefore, you can gain money by working.
And, with that money, you can help the family,
Meet with friends,
and do other things you wanna do.

この夏、新しいたびが初める
大人になる。
この夏、新しいことをしたい。
仕事とか。。
達成とか。。

This summer, a new journey will begin.
I'll become an adult.
This summer, I'll do new things.
Like working.
Like accomplishing.

今日、考えてた。
僕はよりよく成りたい。
仕事したい。

Today, I was thinking.
I want to become better.
I want to work.

今。

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 17:11:02 GMT

If anyone has heard the song Ima. by ex-EXILE member
Kiyokiba Shunsuke,
You know what I mean.

I started to listen to that song..
And I started to cry.
Like... no word of a lie.
The lyrics are the most powerful ones I have ever read.
(Aside from Her Majesty, Hamasaki. LOL)

The song starts out so slow..
But the lyrics are sad.

The opening lyrics go something like..
"If you become tired of living, is it better to go to sleep?
And even if you can't recover, divide your kindness.
And because people are kind, do you turn your eyes from reality?
And even if you say that you're not alone, you can't stop the overflowing tears..."

I LOVE this song.
If you watch ANY performance.
Watch this one!!

It's SOOO damn powerful.

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あかし〜Proof of Life〜

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 07:05:21 GMT

I've decided to post some of my original poems. LOL omg.
Kind of embarrassing but.
I will post them sometimes in Japanese, sometimes in English.
「あかし〜 P r o o f o f L i f e 〜」

今日は、
雨が降っている。
寒い雨、
寂しい雨

Today,
The rain is falling.
A Cold kind of rain.
A Lonely kind of rain.

今日は、
風が吹いている。
強い風、
荒い風。

Today,
The wind blows.
A strong kind of wind.
A harsh kind of wind.

でも、
僕はきっと行くよ。
三日月の下、
星座は僕を導けて
君の笑顔へと行く。
僕が生きる証

Even so,
I'll definitely go.
Under the crescent moon,
The constellations will guide me,
And to your smiling face I'll go.
It's proof of my life.

明日、
明るい光
暖かい、
穏やかな。

Tomorrow,
A bright light,
Warm,
Tranquil.

明日、
その光がある。
いつも
どこも。

Tomorrow,
That light will be there.
Always.
Everywhere.

だから、
僕はきっと行くよ。
三日月の下、
星座は僕を導けて
君の笑顔へと行く。
僕が生きる証。

Thus,
I'll definitely go.
Under the crescent moon.
The constellations will guide me,
And to your smiling face I'll go.
It's proof that I live.

僕の場所から、
君の胸まで、
どうか
僕の祈り行ってよ。

From my place,
To your heart,
Somehow,
Let this prayer go to you now.

そして、
僕の声が
君へ行くよ。

And,
My voice
Will go to you.

だけど、
僕はまだ行くよ。
星空の下、
星座は僕を導く。
君の愛へと行くよ。
僕が生きる証。

But,
I'll still go.
Under the stars,
The constellations will guide me.
I'll go to your love,
The proof that I live.

だから、
僕はきっと行くよ。
三日月の下、
星座は僕を導く。
君の笑顔へと行く。
僕が生きる証。

Thus,
I'll definitely go.
Under the crescent moon.
The constellations will guide me,
And to your smiling face I'll go.
It's proof that I live.

僕が生きる。。。
証。

It is the proof that I...
Live.

Would you Know My Name...

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:12:15 GMT

If I saw you in Heaven?

なんか、
もうすぐカラオケに行きたいよ。
今日、僕は友達の誕生日のパーティーに行った。
なんか、あのパーティーで、カラオケの機械があった。
そしたら、友達たちと一緒に歌った。

その時は幸せだった。
なんか、高校の友達といた時は懐かしかったよ。
懐かしい想いだったね。

だから、なんかカラオケを歌いながら、
僕は友達たちを見てた。
そして、もっとうれしくなった。
だから、もう一度行きたいよ。

「どんなに遠く離れていても僕らは同じ空の下で。
いつかのあの日夢見た場所へと旅しているどうしだってことを
忘れないで。」-　浜崎あゆみ　-　Daybreak.

Today, at Karaoke time,
I sang the song Tears in Heaven.
It's actually a REALLY sad song.
I love it..

KAT-TUN on Music Station.

Fri, 30 May 2008 15:01:53 GMT

Oooh KAT-TUN.

First thing I have to comment on.
Kamenashi is becoming more and more Korean by the second.
LMAO. At first I was like... "...Super Junior?"

SECOND THING OMG.
It was kind of creepy seeing Hey Say Jump staring at KAT-TUN.
But whatevz.

Ahaha omg..
So they were talking about how Nakamaru (Forget his first name)
Is a Daigaku Student.
And how he has an english test t~~oday~~ that day,
And all that kind of nice stuff.
And then some tour or something..
Yeah whatevz.

Then it got into the medley... which started with DON'T U EVER STOP.
LOL obviously they were using a backing track during that one,
Because it SOUNDED good.
What followed.... lmao.
I seriously doubt if JE didn't exist that these peepz would be singers.

So like... the first one up was Tanaka Koki.
Oh... my... God.
What the hell is lyrics like "I'd eat u"?
WHAT THE HELL. That is in no way sexual.
That's just plain wrong... kannibalizm 4TW.
And what the hell is a CAXNIVAL?
Somewhere where KANNIBALIZM is accepted?
No thanks. I'll pass.

NEXT.

Then... Kamenashi.
omg what a contrast in song..
Like some lyrics went "I want you to be by my side~"
And all kind of lovey things.
LOL this is why I can look up to Kamenashi Kazuya.
He doesn't sing about Eating people.
~~Or drinking someone's "Lovejuice"~~ (gross.)

Then Taguchi.
He did surprisingly well omg!!
He sings lower than he does with KAT-TUN.
I guess he doesn't know how to harmonize when singing KAT-TUN songs..
So he just sings them at an annoying volume.
But here, we can see his real voice.
It's good. And he looks so much different..
Without the "I am Link!" blonde elf hairstyle.

THEN. OMG.
AKANISHI JIN.
You know calling him "Bakanishi" would imply that I have respect enough to acknowledge his nicknames.
No. His name is Akanishi Jin. And he is a loser.
Someone should tell him he can't dance.
And that he looks like a girl in that outfit.
And that the song is INAPPROPRIATE OMG.
WHAT ZEE FUCK.
Did you listen to the full song? I hope not.
The beat is cool.
That's about it.

OMG.. Ueda.
You poor thing.
Obviously not a good performance..
It sounded like a bad karaoke... =[
I'm so sorry. Ahaha I wanted to like it..
Cause it's a ballad and has great meaning.
But... =[
At least he's not singing about eating or drinking.
+1

Nakamura did good.
However his little adlibs at the end..
NO THNX.
Nothing more to say... ahaha.

I'd just like to say one thing.
LOL @ the JE JRs.
They so wanna be KAT-TUN when they grow up.
ガンバッテ〜

And then our lovely Medley ends with DON'T U EVER STOP
Again... Backing Track.
WHATEVZ. It's fine.
Their dancing still sucks..
But whatevz, you can't take it seriously.

And then at the end it's so epic.
The distance between Jin and Kazuya.
YOU CAN FEEL IT.
Good.

Well~ I'm done.

You can see it for yourself.. HERE~
P.S. Ayaka is in the audience!! YAY.
Okaeri~ Sweet Home~ Kaeru Basho Ya~ Ai wo Arigatou~
YAYAY.

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Recommended Seriously.

Fri, 30 May 2008 03:29:25 GMT

I know this is like.
Number 90183092381038 today.
And I never thought I would ever say this.

But I really recommend you to listen to this Reba McEntire song.
If you don't know her,
I don't blame you.
She's a country singer.

BUT DON'T COUNT IT OUT YET.

It's a duet between her and ...

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.

I know, how random, right?
It's called The Only Promise That Remains.
The LYRICS are SOOO GOOD.
And the melody is <3.
Please look it up~ You won't be disappointed.

In other news.
I listened to Fahrenheit's Japanese single.
oh.. my.. God.
They SUCK singing in Japanese.
It sounds like William Hung.
Normally, they sing O.K.
Not the best..
But...

This time, because they don't even know how to pronounce Japanese, it sounds HORRIBLE.
Like... for example.
R in Japanese, is like.. a mixture of L + D.
However.
They pronounce it sometimes like... CHINESE R.
Like maybe R + W?
Ahaha I have no idea to describe it.
and their english sounds like Jin.
LOL. omg Akanishi. Go make friends.

But I don't know if I'll actually delete it.
LOL CONTRADICTION

P.s. I have this fear that spiders are going to eat me while I sleep.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. D:

P.S.S. MISTY WENT DOWN. YA YA YA
GO PIKACHU.
NOW, LT. SURGE. YOU'RE GONNA DIE KTHNXBYE.

何が欲しいんですか？

Fri, 30 May 2008 00:04:05 GMT

例えば、
僕たちは長い道のりを渡る。
そして、僕は弱くなる。
そうすれば、僕の強さになってよ。
そして、僕は歩き続ける。

例えば、
いつの日かこの世界は止まる。
そして、全部を失う。
それでも、君はまだ頑張る。
僕のため。

それのため、
僕は君をまだ探している。
いつの日か、君を絶対見つめる。
そんな時まで、僕は頑張る。
君のため。

同じ雲を見上げているね。
だから、多分一つの雲は
僕の愛の形になる。
欲しいんだよ。

愛する人へ、
もうすぐ会うよ。

DREAMS COME TRUE

Thu, 29 May 2008 19:23:54 GMT

Maybe this is a bit unexpected..
But I really like Hey Say Jump!'s new single.
LOL omg... how weird.

I am a sucker for happy-go-lucky,
Feel-good music.

Recently, too, I fell in love with Otsuka Ai's new single.
Rocket Sneaker and One X Time.
Please listen to it too!!

Ai Otsuka - Rocket Sneaker [CDTV - 25 May 2008]
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